II. You Know I Will - badXchannels, Jon Connor

She confesses, I listen

I pretend to be attentive with attention

Take the words from your mouth

I hear a sound but only moaning comes out

She says it’s just this one time

It’s now the tenth time

I know there’s someone waiting up for you all night

But I’m not perfect and you’re not finished

I’ll be your mister, you can always be my mistress

I mix my vices with vics

It makes the devil on my shoulder seem nice

She’s playing princess, snow white

I won’t stop her, you can say that I tried

I keep keep banging that drum

She keep keep begging for some

You know I will, (you know I will)

You know I will, (you know I will)

She needs some love in her life

Cause you ain’t doing it right

You know I will, (you know I will)

You know I will, (you know I will)

I’m just a lover, her favorite color

Wears me once a week but I’m not the one

I keep keep banging then drum

He picks you up when we’re done

You know I will, (you know I will)

You know I will, (you know I will)

Another Xanny, I’m stumbling

Another Rosé

But her hands do all the talking

While her friend’s here and she’s watching

So she begs me for that one thing (one thing)

I feel her temperature rise

X is hitting and she’s loving the ride

Heat up every position we try

She gets it twice because I’m such a nice guy

I keep keep banging that drum

She keep keep begging for some

You know I will, (you know I will)

You know I will, (you know I will)

She needs some love in her life

Cause you ain’t doing it right

You know I will, (you know I will)

You know I will, (you know I will)

I’m just a lover, her favorite color

Wears me once a week but I’m not the one

I keep keep banging then drum

He picks you up when we’re done

You know I will, (you know I will)

You know I will, (you know I will)

Her phone rings, it’s time

You know he’s waiting outside

The night comes to an end

And Ill see you again

If you want it

Yeah you want it

Girl I know you think this is love

It’s obvious you can’t get enough

When the drugs wear off

And we’re both undone

It’s the best night of your life and won’t tell anyone

Girl I know you think this is love

And I know you can’t get enough

I keep banging that drum

She keep begging for some

You know I will, (you know I will)

You know I will, (you know I will)

She needs some love in her life

Cause you ain’t doing it right

You know I will, (you know I will)

You know I will, (you know I will)

I’m just a lover, her favorite color

Wears me once a week, but I’m not the one

I keep keep banging then drum

He picks you up when we’re done

You know I will, (you know I will)

You know I will, (you know I will)

Where you going I’m thinking of showing you back to the crib

The reaction I get when you trip on the fact that we actually here

We ain’t letting nothing from the present or the past interfere

Your man have your back, shit he’d be right here

But he’s not

Anytime he around you be looking at the clock

I hate to put you on the spot

But you be telling me he dead to me, I’m doing what he not

I know you feeling like it’s better than it ever was

When you be telling me to tear it up

And everything you ever heard about a real motherfucker laying it down was

everything they said it was

We goin' do it like we 'sposed to

He don’t do it like he want you

We gon' do everything you want to

Sick of all the drama that you’ve been through

I don’t understand it why you puttin' up with old dude

I can tell it’s getting a little confusing when I hold you

You be telling me don’t nobody know you the way I know you

Problem is I got a lady at home too

I know the role I play so what you goin' do?

As soon as it’s all ending

And I’ve gotta look at myself in the mirror while pretending

That I didn’t do what I promised

Some things should stay private

You assume I’m lying

I can’t change my name

And you can’t change your eyelids

Can’t un-see the truth

Even Cali can’t fix you

You know I will, (you know I will)

We fucked each other up

Trying to fix it but didn’t have a clue

For the first time, I’m finally ready to say

For the first time, the past can rest in peace