24 - Badflower

I’m a loser, no question

I lost myself and my girl today

Am I aging, or am I dying?

At 24 years, I had the world to save

And I was so wonderful that way

So let me go, so let me die

'Cause I’m too afraid to be alive

I’m giving up on everything

I’ll miss you all, I always will

I’m a junkie, I’m a monkey

I’m a panicked freak, and I’m over it

My complexion, my reflection

At 24 years, I had the heart to play

And I was so wonderful that way

So let me go, so let me die

'Cause I’m too afraid to be alive

I’m giving up on everything

I’ll miss you all, I always will

Breathe

I was so wonderful

I was so wonderful

I was so wonderful

I’m letting go, I’m so ashamed

That I’m giving up on who I am

So watch me die with my past

And wonder why it couldn’t last