Substance - Ayria

Sitting in a daze

It’s my favorite place

I’m happy all the time

But that’s a substance controlled state

The numbness of my mind

The comfort deep inside

Waiting all the time

For something else to take its place

What did you say?

It’s all a haze

It’s just a state but don’t take this all away

I don’t feel right

I don’t like this

I should take something to subside this

I’m happy once again

The chemicals kick in

Happy all the time

But it’s all because of them

The numbness of my mind

The comfort they provide

Waiting all the time

For something real to take their place