Silver Grenade - Aviators

There’s someone that you once loved

I’m sorry I can’t be

You hold a ghost of me

My thoughts they tend to travel

To where I lost my soul

And my darkest days repeat

I’ve tried to find the answer

To resurrect my heart

To go back to the start

Sometimes the human starts to wake up

And I see the wreck I am

When you’re still a work of art

And you know

That I want you

Even though I push you further away

But my scars

Push my fears through

And I hold you like a silver grenade

Will you set yourself free

When th cold regret is all that I can see

Will you show me to bleed

How to rcapture the essence that is me

I promise I’ve tried

But guilt and fear cloud my vision

Every decision

Now I know it’s my fault

But if you hold me closer

The pain feels over

For now

And you know

That I want you

Even though I push you further away

But my scars

Push my fears through

And I hold you like a silver grenade