Panic Attacks in Paradise - Ashnikko

Typical of me to go and ruin the party

Everybody says they love me but I’m still broken hearted

They call me Polly Pessimism, I’m a macabre Barbie (I love you)

My boyfriend wants to love me but I won’t let him

I’ve been predisposed to trauma since I was eleven

So I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression

I hate that I’m so self-deprecating

More comfortable in bad situations

Sucker for a little devastation

And this always happens

Panic attacks in paradise

Piña coladas, I’m terrified

I swear I’m not crying, the sun’s just bright

I’m having the best time of my life

Panic attacks in paradise

Hyperventilating under candy skies

Telling myself that this is fine

I’m having the best time of my life

It’s a big joke, ha ha, I love laughin'

It’s a big hoax, you’re self-help happy

Cause I’m okay, I’m pure propane

On an open flame (Watch me blow up)

My boyfriend wants to love me but I won’t let him

I’ve been predisposed to trauma since I was eleven

So I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression

I hate that I’m so self-deprecating

More comfortable in bad situations

Sucker for a little devastation

And this always happens

Panic attacks in paradise

Piña coladas, I’m terrified

I swear I’m not crying, the sun’s just bright

I’m having the best time of my life

Panic attacks in paradise

Hyperventilating under candy skies

Telling myself that this is fine

I’m having the best time of my life