Hate Myself -

I’m staying in this rented room

Smoke fills my lungs and I can’t move

It’s 3 am I’m texting you

Now i’m yelling at my reflection

All the shit that I should’ve mentioned

It’s never enough, no

Don’t wanna wake up

When every single dream is falling through

I’m so sick of this shit

Running through my head

Maybe it’s who I am

And there’s no more excuses

I bend, I break, I can’t escape

From these thoughts in my mind

I fucking hate myself

I left my body black and blue

After the hell that i’ve been through

Falling apart in front of you

Now I’m numb to your affction

I won’t bleed for your attention

It’s never nough, no

Don’t wanna wake up

When every single dream is falling through

I’m so sick of this shit

Running through my head

Maybe it’s who I am

And there’s no more excuses

I bend, I break, I can’t escape

From these thoughts in my mind

I fucking hate myself

I fucking hate myself

I fucking hate myself

Don’t say you miss me, when you kept it low key

With everyone watching, how was I the last to see

That you drag me down, whenever you’re around

Now somebody else, is wearing your crown

I wanna wish you well, but that’s the old me

I’m hoping you’re not happy

Just like the way you left me

I’m so sick of this shit

Running through my head

Maybe it’s who I am

And there’s no more excuses

I bend, I break, I can’t escape

From these thoughts in my mind

I fucking hate myself

I fucking hate myself

I fucking hate myself