Antidote -

I found the antidote in a room of black lights and lamps

A synergy immersed in the DNA of these plants

Seemingly extra terrestrial

We getting baked

Like the sun magnified on some ants

Elementary like Watson

Mystery like a romance

At first glance on a slow dance

We finally lose ourselves

When we feel there’s no chance

But let’s be honest

Without this shit we’re nothing

But a vague promise

Enrooted in the nostalgia

Of a time where love lost us

On top of the world

Like Marianas Trench

A mirage in a single

Grain of sand

In an hourglass

We push aside the world

No matter how it pains our hands

A lack of care

Catches up when there seems to be a lack of air

But my tolerance hasn’t heightened

And I’ll never be enlightened

Because the receptors are still binding

With vibrating spheres strangely

Arranged and intertwining

Universe a mystery

But I don’t question

I keep grinding

Chilling

Wood glistening

Radiation

Sun blistering

It’s this chair I’m melting in

Trying to understand the birds chirping

But I can’t get the message

What is it they’re expressing?

Nicotine buzz and a little THC

Not a cloud in the sky

Still looking for negativity

Just sit back appreciate

What a day to be alive

Yet hesitant to proliferate

More words on the archive

Just an attempt to distract myself

From being distracted

I don’t know how I

See myself now days

So I’m just sitting in this chair

And enjoying the rays

I’m just enjoying the rays

Lucy, Lucy, Lucy

Woodpecker out of control-

Controlling my breaths-

Breaths heavy-

Heavy body-

Body being pulled to the ground-

The Ground spinning-

Spinning cat blind in one eye --

Eyes all on my face-

Face numb to the feeling-

Feeling hesitant to move-

Moving too slow-

Slow up time-

Time stops so I observe-

Observe my surroundings-

Surrounding myself with the unknown-

Unknown to what comes next-

Next, I collect my thoughts-

Thoughts are beautiful-

Beauty outshines the rest-

Rest on the grass-

Grass changing color-

Color of warmth and love-

Love fills the air-

Air polluted but I can see right through it-

It speaks volumes-

Volume of reality-

Upward to my head-

Head out before I’m found-

Found a 3 leaf clover and I’m ecstatic-

Ecstatically grinning while walking-

Walking through earth’s art-

Art so bitter-sweet-

Sweetest sugars always melt-

Melting sky ahead-

Ahead of what’s in front-

In front of the sun-

Sun setting beyond my reach-

Reaching out towards it-

It’s so inviting but always denies-

Deny it will come back up-

Up from behind is a light-

Lightly held me up as I wait-

Waiting for the feeling to wear off-

Off switch needed

Needing switch off

Off switch needed

Needing switch off

«I certainly am not interested in living forever, whatever that might mean

because

I suspect that if you live forever, you miss the point.»