Restless Years - Antichrisis

As I’m walking down yesteryear’s lane

Past the houses and homes of my life

Deserted and empty no lights

In the windows at night it’s all quiet

I’ve been searching in all of these rooms

Rattling at closed doors and cryin'

But those years have been fading in time

Like a book that’s been never read twice

Goddamn I haven’t seen before

Call me stupid, call me blind

A prospect of what might have been

Unnervingly entering my mind

Listening to Bruce all night long

As he’s driving away in a stolen car

Down the road

Riding by night

Down the highways and byways of time

Strange but I seem to be back again

From these restless years

Sure it comes as a surprise

But I’m still here

More different than I thought I am

No more prey to blind fear

I’m back again no more being departed, my friend

Wondering why everyone just walked away

Left all fucked up one fine day

Acting in very strange ways

I couldn’t find the right words to say

But now I see it was all just my fault

Every romance comes to a grinding halt

When you lose yourself in someone else

Instead of cutting your own path, my friend

Rewrite the story of my life

Forgive and forget if you can

No more dyin' for you under your balcony blue

Been there, done that several times

Yes, I can live on top of the mountain

It’s not cold and forsaken at all

There with you

Me and you

Yes we’ve opened the door to a new world

Strange but I seem to be back again

From these restless years

Sure it comes as a surprise

But I’m still here

More different than I thought I am

No more prey to blind fear

I’m back again no more being departed, my friend

Strange but I seem to be back again

From these restless years

Sure it comes as a surprise

Stay here, stay near

Stronger than I thought I am

Forget about the tears

I’m back again no more being departed, my friend