Killing My Mind - Anacrusis

Aware, yet unaware.

Falling, falling, why?

Blind!

Ignorance the key, stupidity overrides

My thoughts belong to me, although my mind rebels

Reality, shaded meaning, denial is my cell

Killing my mind

Victimize my own belief

Defy myself!

Find no relief

Obtrusive walls cannot reveal

Cast out myself and all I feel

My eyes refuse to se all I must endure

Revealing walls of doubt, reality so obscure

Searching, I’m searching, it’s one who’s deep within

Beside myself I stand and now I must begin

Killing my mind

Victimize my own belief

Defy myself!

Find no relief

Obtrusive walls cannot reveal

Cast out myself and all I feel

The self inside is so sincere

Avoid the truth, the honest fear

Intensify all that remains

Bind it now with self restraints

Victimize my own belief

Defy myself!

Find no relief

Obtrusive walls cannot reveal

Cast out myself and all I feel