Montreal - Altars

Look at me

I can not seem

To hold my own

Now let’s watch me fall apart

Turn me around

Turn me around

I feel my own mind breaking down

I’m looking back and behind me

It’s normal to be scared of what the future holds

But it’s the past that’s keeping me from letting go

I’m terrified of the things I could have changed

And the words I never said

Sometimes I think and wonder why regretful scenes

Constantly run through my head

I’m terrified

My mind is taking me back

To how it all used to be

And all I want

And all I wanted from this

Is for my mind to be free

I’ve been running and hiding from what I used to be

What am I to do with this shame and guilt

God am I diseased?

I’ve been running and hiding from what I used to be

I have no way of going back to change

If only I had seen

Turn me around turn me around

I feel my own mind breaking down

I’m looking back and behind me

It’s normal to be scared of what the future holds

But it’s the past that’s keeping me from letting go

I’m terrified of the things I could have changed

And the words I never said

Sometimes I think and wonder why regretful scenes

Constantly run through my head

It’s not the end