Dying Everyday - Alev

Keep everything bubbling under and when I’m hurt I just crawl away

Can’t let it out and I am not honest to avoid confrontations

But instead I hurt myself and you

I didn’t mean to lie into your face

And so I am

Dying everyday

I’m dying everyday now

Everytime I lie

Everytime I cry

Everytime I play the victim

Dying everyday

I’m dying everyday now

And I always try to please to fit in everybodies world

To measure up to everybodies expectations

But instead I hurt myself and you

I didn’t mean to lie into your face

And so I am

Dying everyday

I’m dying everyday now

Everytime I lie

Everytime I cry

Everytime I play the victim

Dying everyday

I’m dying everyday now

And I am so stupid

And I am so sorry

For hurting

For hurting you

And I am so stupid

But I will change now

I promise

I promise

I will never hurt someone again

And I will never hurt myself again

Cause so I am

Dying everyday

I’m dying everyday now

Everytime I’m

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I’m dying every

Dying everyday now