Now I'm Forever - AK

Lately I been out of pocket, not what I intended

Nowadays my mind is moving miles by the minute

Ask me if I really want it, who the fuck you kiddin'

Music took over my life right before I tried to …

Lately I been out of pocket, not what I intended

Nowadays my mind is moving miles by the minute

Ask me if I really want it, who the fuck you kiddin'

Music took over my life right before I tried to end it

How could I turn my back on the one damn thing

That saved my fucking life I was hanging off the edge

Fuck the money in my pocket, all that has a limit

This music is forever and now that’s how long I’m living

You ever feel stuck, inside your own head

Can’t control bad thoughts from filling up

It’s like you stuck inside a big fucking spiral

And inside you bubble up, immune to bluffing smiles

'Cause you used to hiding the pain you won’t discuss

You feel like the whole world is after you right now

It ain’t actually, you imagine it like that

Hard times of your life is happening right now

Think about it that means that you’re passing it right now

It ain’t a punishment trust and believe in the process and stop tryna rush it

If things gon' be changing that means you’re adjusting

Stop chasing your shot man, I promise it’s coming

I’ve been silent fighting myself

Now it’s time that I just have to let it out

Lately I been out of pocket, not what I intended

Nowadays my mind is moving miles by the minute

Ask me if I really want it, who the fuck you kiddin'

Music took over my life right before I tried to end it

How could I turn my back on the one damn thing

That saved my fucking life I was hanging off the edge

Fuck the money in my pocket, all that has a limit

This music is forever and now that’s how long I’m living

Yeah

Not gon' lie, so many times I wanna quit

But then I stop and look beyond the pain

And see I was born for this

The pain I feel’s from God, I was a sacrifice it comes from him

And that’s the reason why the things I write is touching lives

Of all the people who ain’t got a voice

The one’s who wake up feeling scared

Terrified, they see the sun and dread they’ve seen another day

See it only as an opportunity for fucking pain

To find it’s way back in they life

Makes them beg for heaven’s gates

I always thought that God was against me

But it was blessings that he always disguised so well

If I could go back in time, I would embrace all the times

I felt no stress on my mind 'cause

Lately I been out of pocket, not what I intended

Nowadays my mind is moving miles by the minute

Ask me if I really want it, who the fuck you kiddin'

Music took over my life right before I tried to end it

How could I turn my back on the one damn thing

That saved my fucking life I was hanging off the edge

Fuck the money in my pocket, all that has a limit

This music is forever and now that’s how long I’m living