What's Another Lipstick Mark - Adult Mom

Success is finding a seat on a crowded subway

And not getting lipstick on my apple when I take a bite, say

I shouldn’t beat myself up over some added red pigment, say

I shouldn’t miss everyone as much as I do, and hey

I’ve been seeing older versions of my friends in places today

But they’re distant and further away

On crowded subways

My stomach feels sick when I think about the things I’ve messed up

It is exhausting to feel like you’re bad at everything

What is success if you’re just feeling like it all sucks?

I guess I’ll try again

Try to find some meaning in this plan

I guess success is finding a seat on a crowded subway

So I’ll wipe the lipstick off my apple and sit comfortably