Cursed With Disease - Adaliah

My insecurities will be the death of me

My insecurities are all I ever see

I can’t seem to find the normal in myself

I live with burdens, I live with self-doubt

Unmotivated, just hanging on by a thread

It seems so selfish… but sometimes I wish that I was dead or just in someone

else’s shoes

To see this world in a different view

I need something new…

Cause all my problems keep raining down on me

They throw the chains around my neck and I can barely breathe

For three years I’ve felt like this

I’ve been searching for someone to bring me bliss and put me at ease

I’m not asking for much just a sigh of relief

And when I saw your face that day… something told me that I would, I’d be okay

You showed me a new way but now I’m leaving and I’ll be back some other day

Please take me back

I want to release myself

I want to leave it all behind

Cause every day I’m fucking losing my mind and waking up every day is such a

waste of my god damn time

Straight to the bottle, it drowns my pain and in this sorrow I’ll slowly waste

away

I’m wasting away

Please take me away

Cause all my problems keep raining down on me

They throw the chains around my neck and I can barely breathe