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What am I?

Where do I fit in?

Is this life even mine to live?

Deprived of purpose

I wander aimlessly

Never seen the surface

But I push endlessly

When the air fills my lungs

I feel I belong

But when my heart begins to pump

I feel so alone

I wish this night wouldn’t last long

I know I can be headstrong

Headstrong…

Why do I feel I’m meant for so much more?

Have I doubted myself for far too long?

Tried to find the meaning many times before

But I can’t keep telling myself that I’m not strong

Can’t keep telling myself that I’m not strong enough

Strong enough…

Who am I?

What do I believe?

Is this love even mine to give?

I’ve made it this far

Can’t put myself down

I’ve made it this far

Not turning back now