Dear Me - 5 Year Plan

I’m choked up

Feels like my life is in a rut

All I own is this fifth of royal

Blank looks down at the soil

Never did I stop to think about

All the doubt I built within myself

But why should I

Tell me how my life became so fucked

So bury me

These walls are closing in on me

While I’m just trying to get some sleep

These days are like a bad dream

Won’t someone please come and wake me

A broken compass cloudy day

No sun or stars to guide my way

This rut gets deeper each step I take

All that’s left is a note I wrote

Dear me

Please save me

From the shadow I once was

Before the concrete filled my blood

As I pace this damn apartment screaming out

Looking for an answer please just tell me now

Without you there will be no guidance

No one else that can defy me

Soak these walls in syphoned gasoline

These walls are closing in on me

While I’m just trying to get some sleep

These days are like a bad dream

Won’t someone please come and wake me

A broken compass cloudy day

No sun or stars to guide my way

This rut gets deeper each step I take

All that’s left is a note I wrote

Dear me

I’m at the point of no return the ice is thin

Throw me a line before I fall I’m caving in

I’m yearning for a swan dive to the asphalt

But these cuffs I’ve placed upon my wrists

Just keeps me from fucking losing it

These walls are closing in on me

While I’m just trying to get some sleep

These days are like a bad dream

Won’t someone please come and wake me

A broken compass cloudy day

No sun or starss to guide my way

This rut gets deeper each step I take

All that’s left is a note I wrote

Dear me

These walls are closing in on me

While I’m just trying to get some sleep

These days are like a bad dream

Won’t someone please come and wake me

A broken compass cloudy day

No sun or starss to guide my way

This rut gets deeper each step I take

All that’s left is a note I wrote

Dear me