Who I Am - Locksmith, Rebecca Nobel

When I was born my mother was torn crazy, They nearly gave me away to the wrong

lady

Doctor said 'sorry we didn’t see that comin but there’s no way in the world

that he came from a black woman'

I guess I been fightin since birth

I barely had life on this earth

Already subjected to people and how they judge, Little fair skinned baby,

resentment was in my blood

I would love to say things got easier I as I grew, But conflict in my family

was nothing new

My parents in the kitchen, they’re bitchin at one another, My brother’s my role

model so playing women was cool

Cool until you start mature, start to endure what is real life and finally

admit when insecure

Pure honesty, promise me if you can, that you’ll be there to catch me when I

land, for who I am

It’s who I am

Will you be there to catch me when I land, for who I am

Need you to understand, everything I’m not made me everything I am,

and if we really fam, you’ll be there to catch me when I land, for who I am

Who I am is deeper than what they giving you, But second guessing myself was my

biggest issue

For example at the B.E.T.

office had an awkward conversation with one of my

fellow artist

He said 'I used to rap just like you, but that was going nowhere so to help my

own career had to switch it up'

Stressing he’s one of my known peers, Then I realized he was projecting his own

fears

Fear I had the courage of what he urges to be, So instead of showing love he’d

rather discourage me

And that’s how people feel when they deal with uncertainty, And certainly would

place the burden on any person but he

And see it plain but can’t explain the direction

You can break the mirror but can’t change the reflection

Without an aim it all remains a question

Will you be there to catch me when I land, for who I am?

It’s who I am

Will you be there to catch me when I land, for who I am

Need you to understand, everything I’m not made me everything I am,

and if we really fam, you’ll be there to catch me when I land, for who I am

Who I, Who I, Who I, Who I (Repeat 4x)